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May.6th'12
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on second thought, this will only be partially locked, k?
add me
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Aug.23rd'09
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i officially have dreaded three-tiered abdomen grossness.
however, i do not regret this photo, haha.
p.s. think i was on the fringe of rebound-booty last night.
no way, josé... i've enough problems as is!
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Thursday
Aug.6th'09
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my own follies, embarrassing.
such intimate insects make me want to vomit.
this stress is cruel.
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Tuesday
Aug.4th'09
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successfully identified cirrus clouds and contrails in the otherwise sunny and clear blue sky. i'm sitting on a bench, reading in the semi-shade of a lovely tree on campus. it's really enchanting.
last night, there was a burglary downstairs. a slit kitchen screen, stolen mac & compaq computer, an iPod, and an iHome, plus two cell phones were taken. yikes. so close!
prospects of going up to san francisco/modesto/norcal are minimal to zero.
considering applying to home depot and costco online. do i have a chance? i get tired of spending so much money (on food, namely. then stuff to keep a house.. clean) and then having to pester my father.
i will read more--become well-informed of the world!
p.s. made an ass out of myself by not checking my schedule, so i sat in for a couple of minutes on a classics lecture. ~embarrassing~
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Monday
Aug.3rd'09
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sunday: wish i had time to stay in bed and read all day!
today: summer sesh B, school round #2--here we go!
writ50: i am beginning to wonder if i have lost any/all my people skills?
flmst46: watched citizen kane. hm.
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Sunday
Jun.7th'09
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"in those days i was one who wished to make a god of myself"
--1927, Akutagawa Ryunosuke
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Thursday
May.28th'09
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"dear world,
i believe i am coming to terms with mediocrity.
sincerely,
me."
honestly? looking back, i had NO idea. absolutely no fucking idea then.
i need to change. i refuse to have let my life's climax be so young in my life!
so i am up at 2am, rambling sad thoughts to myself. THIS IS NOT WHAT I WANT.
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Wednesday
May.20th'09
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sometimes, even i wonder how this can be, rather, how this is.
perhaps relational dialectics is the perfect theoretical explanation?
sometimes i feel a tinge of regret: did i hold back from what i could have been?
but then again, there are a thousand reasons for not doing something...
regardless, i love love love this girl.
because she can speak reason, she can be the opposing
end when i need to seek that balance to be complete.
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Monday
May.18th'09
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i do not know how well i will ever be able to do a "surprise," simply because secrets are impossible for everyone to bear (evidently). but this is the one present that i have ever felt i had chosen by myself, sacrificed something from myself to give to the one person who knows all my secrets--silly, ridiculous, flat out shameful--and still loves me. i am not her hero, but i do not wish to be anyone's hero. she is my best friend, though communication may be scarce at times.
this is because i hope when she sees the two rings, she realizes that: we two sisters are inextricably linked by experience, love, and blood; that this is symbolic of the life of a fulfilling childhood bridging the future with a promise of something new and grand; she deserves something classy and tells everybody else this girl deserves the best.
happy birthday, baby sis.
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Sunday
May.10th'09
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such a rich, hidden history
so many tales heard, but not yet listened.
i love you so much.
albeit a bit morbid, i can think of nothing truer.
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Sunday
May.10th'09
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i figure since summer is coming on quickly,
i ought to start the list of pleasure reading books;
this is in spite of the fact that i know it might be
pushed aside due to summer session homework.
1. happens every day isabel gillies
2. billy bud.. herman melville
3. persuasion jane austen
4. beyond good and evil friedrich nietzsche
5. lady chatterley's lover d. h. lawrence
and similarly (but more likely to occur)
the movie rent/watch list:
1. rachel getting married
2. duplicity
3. let the right one in
4. waltz with bashir
5. milk absolutely amazing movie. i almost cried. three times.
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May.10th'09
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oh, that seismic shift of the heart.
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Saturday
May.9th'09
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it isn't even fire season yet!
blanket of ashes, +100 degrees?
so bye bye SB, back to simi--via amtrak
train rides are fun with a friend.
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Friday
May.8th'09
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do i somehow manage to forget how MISERABLE seasonal allergies are?
nasal irrigation neti pot--i am not even kidding!
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Tuesday
May.5th'09
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boo! no tiene giant sombrero!
p.s. love roomy drink seshes & pacifico clarooo
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